Sunday, October 25, 2020

i'm feeling so much

dvd player malfunctioning.  i'm watching broadcast tv.  life is depressing.  fires, covid, tragedies, accidents.  

while i sleep, my life on the other side is happy with loving people. i don't want to do anything here. 

i'm feeling so many conflicting physical emotions.  oh, what to do.  

my blog is automatically saving now.  that's new. 

my shoulders, back are so sore, tight.  feels like i'm sprouting wings.  all the commercials, asking for money making me feel like i'm jumping out of my skin.  i can no longer ignore begging.  

living with the family i learned to cut off feeling or die.  

i'm vibrating generating love letting it flow out in waves.  

i'm crying, releasing pent up tears of a lifetime.  

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