Wednesday, April 18, 2018

I REMEMBERED

TODAY IS BOOKMOBILE AND I PREPARED MY RETURNS LAST NIGHT.  AND WHEN I TRIED TO YAHOO, THE COMPUTER KICKED ME OUT SO AT 9;30 I DECIDED TO WAIT.  I WAS FIRST IN THE VAN AND FOUND 4 NEW DVDS.  I EXERCISED, LUNCHED, PUZZLED WHILE DIGESTING AND WAS HOME 1;45.

I FOUND 3 PIECES OF STEAK IN THE FRIDGE, MADE GRAVY, AND HAD TWO COOKED POTATOES.  I DECIDED I WANTED RICE FOR THE REST OF THE GRAVY AND CLEARED A SPACE TO COOK THE PORK CHOPS TOMORROW.  I MADE A HUGE SALAD WITH THE LAST AVOCADO, PERFECT.

I TOOK APART A SWEATSHIRT TO REMAKE,  GOT SOME STORAGE TO WASH AND O'M CONTENT.

TYGJ.  I'M HEALING.


Tuesday, April 17, 2018

I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M DOING.

I'LL CONTINUE AS LONG AS I CONTINUE HAVING FUN. 

E CAYCE

I BROKE UP WITH A GUY BECAUSE ALL HE TALKED ABOUT WAS E. CAYCE.  I WAS GOING TO COLLEGE AND HE THOUGHT HE WAS TOO SMART TO GO. 

ONE OF THE 8 DVDS I BOUGHT SATURDAY 4/14 AT CAMPBELL LIBRARY WAS A BRAND NEW UNOPENED DVD OF A.R.E.=ASSOCIATION FOR RESEARCH AND ENLIGHTENMENT. KARMA OR GRACE.

I'VE HAD SUCH A CHAMBERED NAUTILUS LIFE.  MY EXPERIENCES HAVE BEEN CONVOLUTED AND MYSTERIOUS.

AT THE NEW AGE BOOKSTORE RAINBOW BRIDGE ON SANTA TERESA, A BOOK JUMPED OFF THE SHELF, DAANAN PARRY'S EARTH STEWARDS.  I READ IT AND YEARS LATER ACTUALLY MET THE EARTHSTEWARDS  I MET IN A DREAM.  IN THE DREAM I WAS UP IN A TREE AT A PUBLIC PARK LIKE A CAT WATCHING 6  PEOPLE.  THE WOMAN SITTING ON THE END OF THE WOODEN PICNIC BENCH ELBOWS THE MAN SITTING NEXT TO HER, POINTS UP AT ME AND SAYS," SHE HAS SUCH AN UNQUENCHABLE THIRST FOR KNOWLEDGE."  I LAUGHED MYSELF AWAKE, IT WAS SO LIKE ME.

A WOMAN I KNEW FROM CHURCH, ROSE, AND I WERE SUPPOSED TO GO TO BRUNCH.  I WENT TO HER TOWNHOUSE TO PICK HER UP.  ON ARRIVING SHE WANTED TO POSTPONE HAVING FORGOTTEN HER MEETING/EARTHSTEWARDS IN OAKLAND.  I WANTED TO GO AND RODE ALONG.  IT WAS AT AN ESTUARY PARK.  WALKING FROM THE PARKING LOT ACROSS THE GRASS TO THE GATHERING I ENCOUNTERED PEOPLE WHO RECOGNIZED ME AND TRIED TO RECALL WHAT CHAPTER I BELONGED TO.  I TOLD THEM OF THE DREAM.  THEY WERE CELEBRATING THE SUCCESS OF THEIR GRASS ROOTS EXCHANGE PROGRAM WITH PRIVATE CITIZENS IN RUSSIA THAT LED TO THE FALL OF THE IRON CURTAIN.



Sunday, April 15, 2018

YESTERDAY AND TODAY

I WENT TO $ANTA CORN CHIPS, CAR PHONE HOLDER, RHINESTONE EAR BUDS, 2 LIGHT BULBS.

I REALIZED DVD DUE AT CAMPBELL SO I EXERCISED AT SRS.  JUST B4 THE LIBRARY THERE WAS AN ESTATE SALE LIMOGES GOLD EDGED DAISY PLATE FOR A DOLLAR, JEWELED JEANS, TIGER SCARF, MONOPOLY WALLET.  AND I ENDED UP WITH A MAKE UP BAG.  PARKING AT THE LIBRARY BOOK SALE, 8 DVDS AND CARDS OF THE AERIAL VIEW OF MT. HAMILTON LICK OBSERVATORY.

REMINDED ME OF THE DREAMS I HAD RE HEAVEN.  IN COLLEGE THE FIRST YEAR I WAS MARRIED I WAS ON BIRTH CONTROL PILLS AND HAD A STROKE WHILE IN CLASS.  I COULDN'T WALK AND HAD TO CALL HOME FOR A RIDE.  AT THE TIME I DIDN'T THINK I'D HAD A STROKE, I COULDN'T THINK CLEARLY.  I LATER HAD A DREAM OF HAVING A STROKE AS I WAS CLIMBING AN OUTDOOR STAIRCASE CONSTRUCTED OF 4X4 GRAVEL STEPS WITH A RIGHT HAND BANNISTER OF WELDED IRON PIPES.  I CLUNG TO THE RAIL NOT WANTING TO PLUNGE DOWN THE SIDE OF THE MOUNTAIN.  NEVER HAVING BEEN THERE I DIDN'T KNOW IT WAS THE BACK SIDE OF MT HAMILTON.  YEARS LATER ON A MOTORCYCLE RIDE FROM LIVERMORE TO SAN JOSE THE BACK WAY I RECOGNIZED THE STAIRS.

DURING A MARI-EL SESSION I WAS ASKED TO CONTINUE THE DREAM HAVING RECOVERED FROM THE STROKE.  I COULDN'T GO DOWN THE MOUNTAIN, I HAD TO GO TO THE TOP.  AT THE TOP I HAD TO STEP OUT ON FAITH AND AS I DID A 747 WING APPEARED UNDER MY FEET.  I PROCEEDED ALONG THE WING, ENTERED THE CABIN AND FLEW TO BOULDER COLORADO WITH 300 OTHERS TO HEAVEN.  X WASN'T THERE AND I AWOKE CRYING.

I FELT TIRED SO I WENT HOME AND ON THE WAY A YARD SALE COTTON FLORAL SCARF PEACH FRINGE. 

AND TODAY I EXERCISED, PLAYED MONOPOLY, BOUGHT SALAD AT LUCKYS, ATE LUNCH, WENT OVER TO TD'S FOR MORE MONOPOLY TICKETS, CHECKED THE  SC LIBRARY AND HAD THIS CHROMEBOOK WAITING FOR ME.

Thursday, April 12, 2018

I AM

I AWOKE 5:45, MADE OATMEAL, ATE BREAKFAST WHILE WATCHING BRAIN FITNESS AND REMEMBERED AT 6:30 I NEEDED GAS.  I WENT TO COSTCO AND FILLED THE TANK REMEMBERING THE ADDITIVE WHICH I ADDED.  I DROVE TO SRS 7:09, PUZZLED, LUNCHED, CALLED AMERICA TIRES 2 HOUR WAIT, CAME HOME.  INGA IS STILL OUT.  I WATCHED THE END OF JEOPARDY.

I GOT $40 FROM ANTHEM FOR MY CHECK UP.  I GUESS TO INSURE I CALL DR PETER FOR AN APPOINTMENT.  I DON'T KNOW. 

I FEEL RESPONSIBLE AND SUCCESSFUL.  SOMETHING THEY NEVER ALLOWED.

AND NOW I'M WATCHING DIRK GENTLY 2.

WOO HOO!!


Wednesday, April 11, 2018

NOT REALLY

I'M STILL A CHILD INSIDE.  I ATE TWO DRUMSTICK CONES, CHIPS AND I SERIOUSLY ITCHED. 

Tuesday, April 10, 2018

aahhhhhhh

I WENT EARLY TO SRS BECAUSE OF TAXES.  I PUZZLED, TUBBED, COMPUTED, LUNCHED EXTRA CHICK AND VEGS, REMEMBERED GAS ADDITIVE SO ON TO $ANTA; CHIPS, POWER STEER, ICE CREAM CONES.  I ATE BOTH OF THEM.  YUM.

I GOT HOME 1:40, WATCHED JEOPARDY.  I'M FIXING THE BACK PACK ROLEY.  WATCHING LADYBIRD DVD, TV MURDER SHE WROTE.  BLISS.

I'M GLAD I HAD TO TAKE CARE OF MYSELF.  I DEVELOPED MANY SKILLS.