Monday, March 18, 2024

luys=louis

kinesiology student.  he likes trumps strength.  now i understand trump's popularity.  people don't care about democracy or freedom.  they admire strength no matter the insanity.  trump and putin call themselves democratic presidents.  because biden respects the legal process he's labeled weak and wishy washy.  

Sunday, March 17, 2024

i ate all salad-'deception' 1946

i'm using nob and svp connections.  indoor or outdoor.  i picked more shepherds' purse.  bought more salad.  i'm getting better organized.  progress.  after my walk and lunch i have to nap.  reminds me of my Sunday walks when i was bed ridden.  i'd walk to the corner for the paper.  my task for the week.  i couldn't drive or sit in a chair or upright in the car.  i had friends drive me to get groceries and to the doctor, my entire life.  and my sisters constantly tormenting me with lies and threats of eviction.  my life has improved by cutting out the liars and cheats like the cancers they are.  

wow, that's cathartic.  all those years i journal ed in my notebooks.  i burned all that pain in the fireplace.  the tragedy of eric, his mother was toxic to him.  she used and abused him.  

Saturday, March 16, 2024

t again

i was ready 8:08 hopper 9 am start time sat day so i walked to nob.  meme there.  i remembered burritos and chips got salad.  burrito is my dessert.  and i pulled shepherds purse.  i put in bucket with a little water.  

i called hopper half hour wait i planned plants.  tiron picked up lady w/walker told she'd have to manage made me move.  he should have dropped me off first we were 2 blocks away.  he's one for the books.  

i swam, saw melvin in the gym and asked him for a ride, toki, fred, mike were there.  i puzzled, melvin was wandering the parking lot even though i told him i'd be upstairs and he's seen me on wednesdays when he visits the nurse.  i don't know about people.  how is my car wrecked and others are driving around.  he drove me home noon.

napped 1:30-4:30 after salad topped with safeway signature cheese sauce, pork cracklings, vienna sausage, cheddar cheese sandwich.  

Friday, March 15, 2024

t iron driver

40 minutes later.  10 rides=$17.50.  20=$35.  $70=one month.  if i figured it correctly.  i'm just not interested.  lunch was fun with the cool kids.  ooh maybe i'll make glazed spam for st pat.  

played bingo, read magazine to keep from falling asleep.  won gift snack bar.  new gal w/flirty hub won.  big bev got her shirt and won.  jane won.  i called for ride then melvin offered i decided to wait for ramon.  

Thursday, March 14, 2024

1160 lawrence sta rd

flashback to 5 year old me standing by the mail box waiting for the bus.  i was always alone.

ramon picked me up quickly.  he's so considerate.  he remembers our conversations.  i was swimming by 9 am returned movies to cody bookmobile 10.  i went upstairs to puzzle.  i called carlos he was busy called me back.  i read him repair names he wanted to check another guy.  

lunch good toki said trudy and kenny coming for st pat day we'll need whole table.  1 pm after lunch i called bartolo is taking me to sunny 3 pm.  perfect when center closes.  i finished space puzzle and started susan's yarn puzzle.  tricky edge pieces.  

3:20 i called bartolo he sounded sleepy said he'd be right there.  4 pm i was returning spot and movie and picking up 2.  home 4:30.  9:30 i don't feel at all deprived of internet like i used to.  

Wednesday, March 13, 2024

back to the doctor?

my knee still hurts and may be swollen.  and i want to include seniors as a designated destination.  half hour for morning pick up.  very young kupindar?  i didn't order lunch for today.  nahyung had cancellations for veg chili.  eh, i got extra i added t. of hot almond dip.  perfect.  i wasn't going to go.  

lady driver home on time.  kush something.  i'm loving it.  mom always forced me to take care of everyone.  i never had time for me.  i didn't matter.  i'm feeling cared for.

7 pm playing online mahjongg and watching jeopardy.  toc could go 7 games.  

Tuesday, March 12, 2024

tyron always half hour after

stated time.  he started picking me up and dropping me off in front.  i don't have to cross the street.  

i know i kept updating so i can't understand my blogs evaporating.  

lunch was good spaghetti and meat sauce.  fred, toki and mike.  

i can't understand how blogs keep disappearing.  i updated and voila gone.  

i called bartolo for a trip to sunny he has a terrible head cold.  i told him the weekend is soon enough but he wants me to call thursday.   i cooked fish, heated rice with catsup.  so good.  last of salad.