Monday, July 18, 2016

CAL SUSHI

HEY! I JUST REALIZED I COULE BE SUSHIE.  I JUST ATE 10 PCS THAT SU MADE.  SHE BROUGHT IT IN FOR THE HEN TABLE BUT THEY DIDN'T LIKE IT.  HURRAY!! MORE FOR ME!


EATING BREAKFAST AT 6 MAKES FOR A LONG A M.  SO MID MORN BFAST IS GREAT!



Friday, July 15, 2016

NOW I GET IT

I CAN'T GET MY FORTUNE UNTIL I CLEAR THE PAST OR I WILL SELF-SABOTAGE AND MAKE MYSELF UNHAPPY WHICH IS AGAINST THE PRIME DIRECTIVE. 


IT'S GETTING CLEARER AND CLEARER.  FEELS HARD WON.  IT MAY BE MY DELUSION.


SPECIFICALLY, I FOUND MY BANDANAS.  I LOSE, MISPLACE , THINGS WHEN I GET TOO TIRED OR TOO HAPPY TO BRING ME DOWN. 


A NEW EXPERIENCE I'M ADJUSTING TO GENTLY.  PRACTICE IN BEING GENTLE WITH MYSELF TO TRANSLATE TO OTHERS. 


EINSTEIN SAID TEACHING BY EXAMPLE ISN'T ANOTHER WAY, IT'S THE ONLY WAY.


I WATCHED TOUCHED BY FIRE, A MOVIE ABOUT AUTISTIC PEOPLE AND HOW SOME MAY PERCEIVE THE CONDITION AS A GIFT RATHER THAN A DISABILITY.  FOOD FOR THOUGHT.



Thursday, July 14, 2016

RESISTING PERVS

REDCOAT AT SRS TRIED TO INTIMIDATE ME.  TODAY HE SAYS HE'S THE  VOLUNTEER IN THE CMPTR RM.  HE'S PROBABLY TO TRY TO SUBVERT THE ANTI-PORN LOCKS.

LAST WEEK I SAW HIM AT THE VOLUNTEER CMPTR LOOKING AT HUNDREDS OF PICTURES OF YOUNG GIRLS  AND HALF THE CMPTRS WERE LOCKED FROM SOMEONE TRYING TO ACCESS FORBIDDEN WEBSITES.

HE ANNOUNCED HE WAS THE VOLUNTEER AND ASKED EVERYONE TO SIGN IN, BRINGING AROUND THE SIGN UP SHEET.  I TOLD HIM I SIGN IN AND OUT AT THE END.  HE'S A HITLER.  I HEILED HIM.

SO, I PLANNED ON COMING TO THE LIBRARY ANY WAY, I WANTED TO CHECK ST JUST.  STILL CLOSED.  AND I WANTED MY CAR PARKED IN THE SHADE.

NOW ALL I HAVE TO DECIDE IS WHAT'S FOR DINNER.

Tuesday, July 5, 2016

GETTING FREE

I'M TAKING CARE OF PUPPIES AGAIN.  MAX AND ZOE.  JOSH AND JILL'S DOGS.  THEY FLEW TO ORE. OR WASH.

TOMAS IS SUCH A NICE GUY TO AGREE TO TAKE CARE OF TWO HOUSES AND TWO DOGS.  AND WORK PRETTY MUCH FULL TIME AT CVS.

I GUESS THAT'S WHY I HELP.

I CALLED CAL PLUMBING SAT THE 2 AND DAVID SAID TO CALL THIS WEEK AFTER I SHOWED HIM THE EXTENT OF THE JOB;  MASTER SHOWER, SINK;  KITCHEN SINK.  I FORGOT TO ASK ABOUT THE WATER SOFTENER.  HE SAID MONDAY AND I REMINDED HIM IT WAS A HOLIDAY.

I HAVE TO GET PETROL THIS WEEK AND WATER MY LILAC TREES.

I'M DOING OK.  MY FOOT IS SLOWLY IMPROVING.


Wednesday, June 22, 2016

HELPING HELENE

I DID THAT MONDAY.  I SORTED THROUGH ONE CLOSET WHILE SHE SAT AND DECIDED.  BIG WIN FOR ME.  WHEN SHE COULDN'T DECIDE I LEFT IT AND TOLD HER SHE COULD DECIDE LATER.  I DIDN'T TRY TO HELP HER DECIDE ANYTHING ABOUT IT.  HURRAY!!!  NOT MY JOB.


YESTERDAY I DROPPED OFF HER CLOTHES AT SAVERS AND FOUND TWO CUTE BATHING SUITS.  THEN I SAT IN THE CAR AND DECIDED THE $ANC STORE.  THEN I WENT BACK TO SRS AND SHOWERED THE 90 DEGREE SWEAT OFF AND CAME HOME.


SO MY BODY HAS BEEN YELLING AT ME.  MY NECK AND SHOULDERS.


AT LUNCH I GAVE KEN AND TRUDY THE REFERRAL CARDS FROM STAR ONE.  WE WERE TALKING TAXES AND I MENTIONED THE BANKS AND CU'S DO FREE TAXES ON A WALK IN ONLY BASIS.  THEY ASKED IF THEY HAD TO BELONG TO ANY SPECIAL GROUP AND I TOLD THEM IT'S CHANGED.  THEY WERE INTERESTED.  THE FIRST TIME I USE THE CARDS.  I'LL SEE. 


SO, TODAY I LOST A CAR KEY SOMEWHERE IN THE CAR.  HELENE GAVE ME A BUNCH OF VEGGIES I PUT IN THE TRUNK.  THEN I OPENED THE CAR AND READ THE PAPER SHE GAVE ME.  WHEN I LOOKED FOR THE KEY IT WASN'T IN THE TRUNK, DOOR, UNDER THE SEAT.  OH, WELL...


I GUESS I'M NOT AWARE OF HOW TIRED I AM.


I'M LEARNING. 


I STILL HAVE TWO FROZEN DINNERS FROM HELENE'S MEALS ON WHEELS.  AND I BOUGHT TURKEY FROM THE $ANC STORE.  I'M SET.


TYGJ



Tuesday, June 14, 2016

OH MY FEET, ANKLES AND BACK


THE THREE SPRAINS ON MY LEFT ANKLE AFTER THE INITIAL INJURY NEVER HURT.

THEY HURT NOW!! THE SOLE IS BRUISED.

AND MY TAILBONE AND HIPS.  I'M FEELING LIKE A WRECK.  TIME FOR HOT TUB.


Friday, May 20, 2016

FREAK OUT=MIRACLE


DOING NEW BEHAVIORS:

TODAY I SCARED MYSELF.  I TUBBED AND LEFT MY STUFF IN THE LOCKER TAKING JUST ONE BAG TO CHARGE MY PHONE.  I PUZZLED AND WHEN I DECIDED TO COMPUTE I COULDN'T FIND MY PURSE BECAUSE I FORGOT IT WAS IN LOCKUP.

YESTERDAY WAS SUCH A MIRACLE I HAD TO DISRUPT THE HIGH.

TUESDAY 90* DAY MELTED THE HOT GLUE ON MY SHOE FLOWER.  I NOTICED IT MISSING WHEN I RETURNED TO THE SENIOR CENTER FROM THE CAMP-LIB.  SO I RETRACED MY STEPS KNOWING I COULD FIND IT.  I FORGOT I PARKED ON THE OTHER SIDE THE AM.  THINKING I HAD LOST IT THE PM.  I COULD HAVE LOST IT ANYWHERE AT THE LIBRARY.

WEDNESDAY ANOTHER 90* DAY I RESIGNED MYSELF, BLESSED IT, AND LET IT GO.

SO LAST NIGHT AS I'M LEAVING, PARKED ON THE NORTH SIDE I SEE THE BLOSSOM LYING IN THE GUTTER.

MIRACLE.

TODAY IS A GLORIOUS WINDY 67*.