Tuesday, March 2, 2021

after sleeping to 'good omens'

i woke to casting out demons of the past.  and i feel sad to have suffered as a child.  and empty and alone.  i've never felt empty before.  bruised, lighter, free.  so new.  so uncomfortable.

my red phone died after 17 years.  my black one works great.  i looked online not made.  obsolete.  i have the free red con cell sent me.   oh, well maybe.  i'll research.  

eye sent me bill for $84 again.  i called on black phone bill was mistake.  

picked up lunch walked, stretched, computed.  veg is beans and bell peppers so i'll wait and have asparagus and lettuce at home.  guy had to wake me from my computing mourning.  scratch more responsive today.  spoke too soon.

i'm feeling better.  looked online for sim remove install.  

home feeling weird i tried to switch sim cards.  i don't know how to do it.  i want to run away.  the impending family condemnation hanging over me.  i used card in envoy and called con cell 2:07 and asked jennifer how to use sim card.  only covers phone number and account.  she transferred me to tech support @ retrieving phone numbers and no luck.  ruben said next generation in a few months 4-5 g.  so i bought red 'link 2' 4th generation $30+tax=$32.70  4-8 days.  then i have to update sim cards.  i have old dinosaur cards.  maybe i'll wait to get new batteries.

i know how diabetics are made.  i ate lunch 3 pm.  i added tortilla, asparagus ate half.  diabetics skip meals and throw sugar chemistry out of balance stressing organs.  i wasn't hungry but felt light.  they wait until starving and gorge.  

i'm doing ok.  i went to lucky's last day 97 cent asparagus, clearance pork ribs, 3 pasta.  i can't believe i ate all the monopoly pasta.  and i added cheese and amino to left over lunch.  delicious.  washed asparagus into glass bowl with plastic bag green house.  will keep a week.   

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