in greenlights. m mc is a born storyteller. he's very clear life is a story. i'm blessed. silent unity replied 5:36 pm. t y g j. and s u. they have my back.
i watched judgment - ashleigh banfield regarding dalia dippolito. she sat smiling as her husband was cross examined totally enjoying his pain recounting her denial and betrayal. murderers. her mother too. liars, soul killers. nit and alien. i get it now. i couldn't believe my sisters could be so animal but why not. no motivation to be otherwise.
my right temple still sore. i massaged it but it still hurts.
internet is doing weird things. i keep having to reduce the size. beside the hiccups it keeps jumping. and multiplying pages.
finally remembered to return the dvds. i almost forgot m mc pictures i wanted to check out. i'm so used to books w/o pictures. i read greenlights 3 times. he tells a good story.
and i remembered college safe way may have clearance left i want.
new configuration on chrome too. maybe what's affecting internet. could be unstable weather. they keep predicting rain.
i watched oprah's interview with meghan and harry. it was hard for me to see they suffered the same family betrayal. when it's blood it wounds viscerally. the enemy strikes from within ripping you to shreds. and my sisters continue. i was raised with wolves. presenting a pleasing appearance just don't expect kindness. and don't turn your back. dealing with pain and self protection. makes me want to die too. it hurts so bad. this admission would only make my sisters laugh. they treat me the way our parents treated me. it wasn't until mom and dad got old mom and dad understood.
i need to be cuddled and coddled. i can do that. it's what i do for others.
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