computed at fireplace desk waiting for locker room to clear. 9 am showered exercised charged and listened to chrome. too slow, i went upstairs to use city computer. loaded free seltzer water lucky's and free pizza safe way. picked up lunch 11:30 talked to toke gave her my copy auntie's la ronde restaurant article from Hawaii. she gave me fence replace lead. i don't know if i want a fence unless it's cyclone i've always wanted.
i went to safe way bought 2 clearance shrimp zucchini noodle salads twice the price i expected wrong price tag and 6 oz rice crackers. considered returning but i'm worth it. drove to Sara- lucky's walked store only seltzer. talked to self check clerk Cathy.
i remembered i wanted to pay consumer cellular due tomorrow and drove to st just, no internet reception. no parking front main drove around to back paid bill and home. 1 pm ate lunch and second half b'fast sandwich egg jerky avocado and 5 oz rice crackers. i put salad garlic butters (4) in cup for toast later.
Saturday woke coughing runny nose with bug from Thursday gym-1 hot tub coughing man didn't cover his mouth. i thought the chlorine would take care of it but no. vitamin c all day i felt a little better. b-fast i made egg avocado jerky sandwich ate half. very filling.
picking up fruit 9 am i found toke left p b cookies, pomegranate and returned restaurant article. i cooked salads using half can of sauce for lunch and dinner. 4 pieces toast. i made small shell pasta, 2 tuna, the second half tomato sauce and 4 oz sour cream for tomorrow.
Sunday 4:30 am so pain filled. woke feeling familiar childhood sadness anxiety. reminiscing does that. opening memories. i still feel lethargic and recovering from bug. still taking vitamin c. b'fast i ate half pasta in lettuce wraps. i don't like cooking especially b'fast. lunch i had second half pasta with sour cream toast. i'm eating what i have. drinking my stockpile. dinner i tried chunky chicken noodle soup. not good. i've never liked cooking starting at 8 yrs old never appreciated and being punished for screwing up.
12:30 Cathy de Medio called from Hawaii to thank me for Halloween card and stickers. so i know auntie got hers. we had a lovely conversation catching up. i envy her in senior housing. no upkeep worries and surrounded by others in same boat. telling her of weed abatement and broken water softener i forgot about the fence blowing down. so much bad news. too much.
at least tonight i have celebrity wheel of fortune. puzzle #2-pumping iron at muscle beach. strange phrase. watching 'the far frontier' Roy Rogers channel 44.5 8-9:30. exciting never seen before. and 'f troop'.
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