Saturday, December 5, 2020

'darling buds of may'

1991 i was in the middle of adjusting to mom and dad.  20 years i'd been away and they were exactly the same.  unchanged.  takes a lot of effort to stay the same.

the larkins were one of my adopted families.  i'm always me.  i can't imagine myself as any of the characters and i prefer to be myself.  i don't understand how actors choose to be other than themselves.  it used to be harder to maintain one's being.  projected energy can kill.  chadwick boseman.

i woke dream in heaven my backyard.  my cat was playing in moist leaves with hermit crab.  i'm the hermit crab moving from home to home when i outgrow them.  that's what i do.


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