Tuesday, December 1, 2020

biggest fear

self fulfilling prophecies.  i want to be happy, healthy, wealthy, wise.  being crippled would be a bummer.  well i woke from a restless night finally knowing why i can't sleep.  my fear keeps me moving.  fight or flight.  running to or running away.  fighting for my health.

second biggest fear; well, it's that time 44 degrees when i left at 10 and the check engine light came on.   the last two cars i've owned don't like the cold.  i called carlos, he was test driving a car.  i walked and stretched.  i called back got voice mail.  realized i needed to write out life insurance.  mailed p o.  i need check register.  figured since i was close i'd swing by car shop.  carlos fixed air sensor reset computer $20.  

drove to withdraw chase then deposit star one 10 minute line.  on to library ate lunch.  picked up 11 dvds.  dollar store 2 pks socks, 2 cough drops, 3 stretcher bars hurrah.  home 2;30.  watched love boat.

i have to get auntie's pictures for her birthday and pay prop taxes this week.  

i toasted corn bread, sliced one onion, cooked it, added diced real carrot, diced potato, can of progress beef stew.  diced radish in bottom of bowl.  so good.  

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