Monday, November 29, 2021

dreading the new

my autism?  for the first time i enjoyed thanks break.  it gave me time to just be without criticism.  and yet the new behavior of getting a ride to my check up comes with fear.  i was always punished for most of my life and i'm afraid the habituated behavior will cause me to punish myself.  may be what Cathy is doing with her stomach problems.  

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