back again. i'm bored with the routine. maybe why i wiped everything and had to reload everything.
and i did it without rancor. it helped that i found 400 bad dad jokes when i left the asian kids books i found abandoned cup library. my hot button i can't ignore abandonment. i suffered so much neglect myself i can't ignore it.
went home directly after lunch pick up. taking care of me feels threatening. left over 'family training'. i was always punished if i took care of me. a constant. reassuring in a perverse way.
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