Friday, May 28, 2021

shame and fear

built into DNA.  my penniless immigrant grandparents came to work sugar cane and pineapple fields.  mom's 6 kids in family dad's 6 kids in family.  dad never past 8th grade to work truck farm.  mom wanted to be nurse.  when they married that didn't happen.  mom was 21 maybe she didn't think she'd ever marry.  families knew each other.  and that's how the islands became 3/4 japanese.  

i waited for jason to show, maybe i missed him.  i pulled a few weeds and saved sweet peas for seeds.  i puttered for an hour.  remembered to fill car gasoline.  washed front and back windows.

picked up lunch and weekend, tried mission no internet, remembered lucky's freebie smart water, clearance 50 cent noodles and dollar vanity auto night lights.  checked safe way clearance hash, chunky p-butter, lettuce.  parked st j walked to main computer.

ok, played lotto, sweeps, word, quiz, scratch, wheel.  home 2:50.  put away food. watched 'love boat.'

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