Tuesday, May 18, 2021

human beings vs human doings

when no internet yesterday's post vanished.  all of it.  even what i saved/update.  what does it mean?  where did it go?  

yesterday i kept calling 'til i talked to juan padilla.  he's contacting social services so i can get help.  fire dept does weed abatement.  he's checking about replacing fence.  do i need a fence?  attractive nuisance.  i like the weeds just not too tall i guess.  the valley was so naturally beautiful 1957-8.   

i'm waiting to hear from somebody.  so today i recycled.  didn't think just did.  less than half hour.  i left home 9:51 and helpers brought me bins and weighed and cashier gave me receipt $8.10 and i'm sitting here at seniors shaking stunned.  never so easy.  family didn't allow me to have help.  i'd be taunted for being weak and incapable.  they'd go out of their way to ambush and destroy me.   

oh! i forgot morning bake olive cheese bread.  i wanted to do that first thing.  oh, well.  after lunch pick up. i checked out john's introduced myself to bob 57 youngest of 6.  

11:30 bread is cold and doesn't look the same.  not baked in a pan so it's flat.  i prefer the round loaf.  hope it tastes the same.  went to main used computer for games and emails.  loudmouth there begging for attention or maybe deaf.  makes me glad half hour limit.  

home 1:30.  repositioning straps on tanks, picking up garbage, resting and doing a little more.  it's all in pacing.  not much experience.  family drove me incessantly and that's what i knew.  i'm learning anew.  

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