Saturday, March 9, 2024

guilt vs happiness

i don't want to abandon charity and chris and john.  i hate disappointing people.  probably being disappointed by family so much and fear of punishment.  st just has been very good to me.  i love ginny.  so feisty and all loving.  like walter i fear the future even heaven.  i'm mourning the past.  

i'm getting ready for my next step.

i walked to nob hill with 50 bottles meme redeemed.  i bought soup and salad and walking home found a yard full of shepherds purse, i ate some.  they're clearing it.  

i registered for jury duty says within 10 days then it tells me i'm too early.  i have to check back 3/29. 

i'm paying my bills.  i'm copying, updating my phone numbers.  

i'm doing what i know how to do.

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