sitting eating lunch sunny vale library parking lot. it's just starting to sprinkle. i like the cozy sound. and it seems to make internet connection better.
i'm watching 'beautiful day' fourth time. i could watch it all day if i didn't have things to do. that's how kids learn. repetition. i'm retraining myself to attract good people. i've always gravitated to poison people 'cause that's what i knew. consciously logically i tried to find healthy people to learn from and emulate but the visceral emotions is where the energy, power lies. i can change.
being in the library is a neutral place. i can consider, formulate. computed, gamed, analyzed how i feel. gym 2 and home 5 pm. good days work. dinner all ready.
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