first of the month blues. i mailed life ins. banked chase. and yet i have no feeling of accomplishment. no satisfaction. home 1 pm 'gigi' a musical of an intended courtesan marrying. i don't understand. i don't need to i just need to let it go.
i said hello to table and gerda misplaced her meds she just bought so i went to her car and found them. i know that sinking feeling. so i'm home resting with my feelings. tomorrow big day of help. ride to check up.
i experienced 2 body quakes while totally relaxed watching 'Poirot', 'the labors of Hercules'. she was the ultimate predator camouflaged. scary. like my sisters. the first body quake was like the opposite of a stab, a surge of energy radiating out in a 3 dimensional wave. almost bounced me from the bed. the second was still startling. nothing like it before.
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