i've loved so many people who couldn't love me. maybe this life is to be given back. the only thing we keep is our energy and what we do with it.
3:30 am i dreamed dead eric called me on phone and left senior weekend food on (heaven on cul-de-sac) front porch. i open door and old fellow comes in to get ball from family game in my back yard and has heart attack i tell eric i need to hang up and dial 911. i need to get on with my life of looking after folks. i guess even heaven is about adjustments.
i've been to chase. inside at-m down. outside $ limit 1 k. tomorrow again. eh. i surprise myself it's no big deal. the old me would have been irritated annoyed. who am i? a little scary. i put county returns in car to do cup but since i can't do complete banking i'll wait. i suppose i could do laundry. or at least load car. i could shampoo hair. always something to do.
i'm sitting in front main. i can stretch here except the wind is biting cold. weather said less than last week gale but winds still pretty rough. i'll wait for warmer.
seniors is warm no wind. i stretched real good way better than main i think the height of bars makes a difference. if only computer worked.
picked up lunch back to main still cold windy. i ate my lunch i was hungry. breakfast 7 am i made wild rice 2 eggs 2 slices swiss cheese. didn't stick.
back to main after tire pressure 2 lbs low each tire. i went to b b b 2 miles from main. looked for fine strainer. oxo. i'll check website. forgot coupons. had gift card. i had coupon all along on dash.
package on porch from cathy. she paid 10 to send 5 ceramic ox new year 5 postage. this year 2/12.
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