many reasons for purposeful ending of pain. so many forms types of pain; despair, injury whether physical, emotional, psychological, spiritual, depression, suppression...
pain is blockage. a disruption of the flow of energy. the damming of a river or stream forcing an overflow, flood. trying to wipe everything away. tilt, reset, wipe out.
there are so many creative young people killing themselves accidentally and purposefully. burdened buckling under the weight of the world, by their own and other people's expectations.
saturday i was pumped full of adrenaline. all the pain disappointment despair of last 19 years surrounding dental leaving my body. doesn't help alien is dental hygienist.
8 am i called liberty insurance for new dentist nisha gave me 3 but north has bad reputation from seniors so only 2 i checked online. today i took 1 passion 1 kava 2 turmeric and managed to mail pch entry, buy gum at walmart, pay citibank, drive through advanced-dental-care sili-val location scott and harrison, pick up lunch.
9;46 #4 car i called adc sv. alex reception was pleasant and helpful. i called liberty insurance to change provider and linda said i hadn't paid since december 2018 said to call care more. care more checked said i was paid up. i called back liberty ashley said everything current and changed office for me. appointment tomorrow 9;30 dr. alex mendoza. alex e-mailed paperwork to fill online. page 3 got stuck i called her she said just go back to previous page of 7 total. i hope it's complete.
i decided not to mess with garbage recycle bins. pampering myself. i ate lunch and put papers back. the rest of the day 2 pm is pink panther and more pink panther on channel 36.5.
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