Tuesday, February 7, 2023

old habit 5 am

dad woke us 5 am for b'fast at 6.  parents left by 7 we saw ourselves off to school.  i'd make my lunch my sisters got money subsidized by dad approved by mom.  i learned to plan ahead or go hungry.  i was always out of the family.   only logical to feel like Cinderella.  the appeal of the tale is the majority common experience.  i'm not alone.  i felt like the hero.

i taught myself to take care of myself or suffer and since i grew up this way it was normal.  i didn't know anything else.  mom always said life wasn't fair whenever they discriminated against me as if it wasn't them acting unfairly.  i saw karma in action.  i learned what goes around comes around.  simple physics.  that's what heather hilda and jennifer hate.  life.

ron showed up he had car trouble.  everybody was late joanie pooled since she didn't feel like rushing through eating due to dance at 1.  after lunch i puzzled 'til 3 then home.  i looked for de icer.  ice scraper.  i can picture it i've had it at least 40 years.  5 pm i remembered  the defrosted chicken.  i baked.  so good.  

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