Saturday, May 14, 2022

mom threatened to kill me

so many times i lost all fear of death.  i accepted one day she'd kill me.  i just hoped it'd be quick and pain free.   a child has no power, a slave.  i did not want to create more slavery.  i'm so glad i didn't have kids.  life may eventually improve.  not foresee ably the next 10 years. 

Cody already apologizes to his kids.  are they any more ecologically conscious i doubt it.  covid is the result of disrespecting the planet resources.  if man disappears, kills himself off the planet will continue.  so many doomsday scenarios of running away to the moon, mars, space when it isn't possible not a solution.  indigenous peoples always stress respect planet.

Monday 10-2 hot spot due or turn in Tuesday 3-7.  47 waiting.

Sunnyvale has chrome books and hot spots combos.  a long waiting list but city most equipment broken.  none county.  oh, well.  choices.

oh my right eye.  my brow is so sore.  lunch tuna sandwich dessert apple cinnamon p'butter.  my ribs and hips have finally loosened up stopped aching.  movement is medicine.  dinner mac cheese can chili.  i'm inspired.  

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