Tuesday, April 26, 2022

i don't feel adult

i feel adrift.  i lost all settings when the hot spot connected.  a chance to decide what's important enough to recapture.  i have to turn on spot every time i close disconnects.  

sitting senior parking collecting my soul listening to love.  ideal would be hot tub.  oh, well.  i'm planning heaven.  walking distance or better.  maybe i'm too limiting.  sometimes seeing too small inhibits manifestation.  

9 am time to go in.  i could never be true to myself or have loyalty when i had to hide who i was to survive.  and now i've changed.  i can see the users and step away without feeling sad.  

i keep losing the connection.  it's so weird.  the hot spot does weird things.  i am getting good at reconnecting recovering my settings.  my reactions are better.  i don't feel as frustrated.  or maybe it's the 3 hour nap.

i have to remember to turn on hot spot b4 chrome.

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