could be imminent rain. i don't want to do anything yet i must breathe and eat and do and be. my 2 yr old is screaming. no no no no no no no no.
did my stretching picked up lunch stopped at nob hill for olives what a deal. i'm feeling blue. i don't want to fix or replace the refrigerator. washer i just go to laundromat. i don't want to be owned. the more i own the more responsibility.
i'm cutting fabric and slowly sewing. i'm enjoying the process. i'm using castor oil as a moisturizer. hand of Christ Palma Christi.
watching the atrocities in Ukraine reinforces my this is a bad environment for the innocent. a terrible world of torture and pain. i'm in emotional torture. i've spent my entire life in pain. autistic have heightened empathy suffering their and our pain. mom beat and abused my sisters and i suffered 3 times their pain. no wonder i'm exhausted. just being around others is painful.
the stretches are releasing muscle stored pain and abuse. the emotions are there.
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