Saturday, November 23, 2019

STILL DON'T KNOW

I WANT TO BE LOVED AND RESPECTED.  WON'T BE LUNCH WITH TOM.

LYING IS THE ULTIMATE IN DISRESPECT.  MOM WAS TOO EASY TO LIE TO.  I COULDN'T LIE.  I FELT UNEASY LYING TO HER.  I THINK LYING MAKES THE BODY SICK.  CERTAINLY ISN'T HEALTHY BEING IN SITUATIONS WHERE LYING IS REQUIRED.  TOM HATED WILL.  DIDN'T WANT TO ADMIT THE SIMILARITIES.

LYING ASSUMES THE RECEIVER IS LESS INTELLIGENT.  CAN BE LIED TO, DOESN'T KNOW OR DESERVE THE TRUTH.  ASSUMES A DISPARITY, INEQUALITY. 

DENIAL IS SELF LYING FOR SURVIVAL.  WHEN THE CRISIS HAS PASSED THE LYING MUST STOP.  I PRAY FOR MY SISTERS.  ALL MY FAMILY.

HE WANTED TO KNOW WHAT I THOUGHT OF DEANA.  SHE'S OK ANOTHER DR DEBBIE, VICTORIA, ETC.  JUST ONE OF THE HERD.  HE HASN'T CHANGED. 

I DID GET A NICE LUNCH PANERA AND ALMOND CROISSANT PEET'S.  I GAVE HIM THE PEET'S CARD $8.60 BALANCE.  DONE AND DONE.


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