Sunday, November 3, 2019

DST

TIME TO CHANGE CLOCKS AND BATTERIES.

NOW I'VE BEEN STRESSING LAB CORP, MAMMOGRAM, EYE DOCTOR  CALLED YESTERDAY 8;14 WHILE I WAS FILLING IN DMV.  I'M READY.

THE OLD ME DIES WHILE THE NEW ME IS BORN.

I MAY STAY IN BED ALL DAY.  FROM 2001-2003 I GOT SICKER AND SICKER.  THEN I HAD EXPLORATORY SURGERY AND MITZI IN FRONT OF THE DOCTOR IN HER OFFICE REFUSED TO DRIVE OR HELP ME.  I WAS ASHAMED.  THE DOCTOR THOUGHT MY 30 YEAR CYST MIGHT BE CANCER SINCE IT TRIPLED IN SIZE IN ONE YEAR.  THEY REMOVED AN ENCAPSULATED INFECTION I'D HAD SINCE 1972.  LASER SURGERY IS MAGIC.

'TIL 2008 I'D SPENT 3000 DAYS IN BED.  I COULDN'T SIT IN A CHAIR, STAND OR RIDE UPRIGHT IN A CAR WITHOUT FEELING SICK TO MY STOMACH MY BLOOD PRESSURE AND SUGAR DROPPING FEELING FAINT.  I'D RIPPED ALL THE MUSCLES IN MY BACK CARING FOR DAD THEN MOM.  AND SHE DIED LEAVING ME WITH THE EVIL SISTERS.  MOM WAS JUST AS DELUDED AS ME THINKING THEY WERE GOOD PEOPLE.  AND NOW WE KNOW BETTER.  AILEEN ALWAYS BRAGGED ABOUT HOW HORRIBLE SHE WAS AND I DIDN'T BELIEVE HER.  SHE CALLED HERSELF THE BAD SEED AND DEVIL. 

MY DIGESTION WAS SO MESSED UP I COULDN'T EAT ANYTHING WITHOUT SUFFERING EXCRUCIATING PAIN.  VICODIN WAS ALL NURSE GINSBERG WOULD PRESCRIBE UNTIL I REFUSED TO GO BACK TO SEE HER THEN I GOT THE MUSCLE RELAXERS I'D BEEN BEGGING FOR.  THE COUNSELOR WOULDN'T HELP ME AND WANTED ME TO SEE HER OUTSIDE KAISER.  KAISER DOESN'T MAKE MONEY UNLESS YOU'RE SICK AND THE SICKER YOU ARE THE MORE MONEY THEY MAKE.  NOT EARN MAKE.  BIG DIFFERENCE.  THEY DON'T EARN IT.






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