when i have no reason to feel happy. my car is still wrecked, they lied about the accident or were mistaken, my body is sore, i'm still getting older, more things to learn and do. maybe life is school. bad school.
the discipline to think positively is paying off. i'm generating happy chemicals. no side effects no fall out. it's not constant, nothing is and i want all i can generate. i want most.
i'm doing things i never would have.
1 pm carlos just showed up took pictures to forward to brittney. i gave him choc shakes and snack and i'm keeping track of time. i drank shake while i considered what to eat. ate hot pocket. and dinner i finished peas and veg from last week with eggs and brie. so good and corn chips left from oatmeal b'fast. with peach pie i am content.
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