or tomorrow being Easter a hoppy childhood. never too late unless you're dead. even then who knows?
i spent most of my life afraid of doing the wrong thing, cowed and intimidated, holding my breath with fear. that's behind me. occasional flashbacks, the body uncovering a forgotten bit of memory stored chemically in the tissues waiting to be released into the bloodstream. the suicides in good times not understanding 'and this too shall pass'. i just again watched 'the bookshop' released 2017 october after eric died june. no wonder i'd forgotten most of it. i was in shock. i'm still missing him he's still dead. watching 'easy to wed' 1946 van johnson, lucille ball, esther williams, keenan wynn, cecil kellaway, ben blue, june lockhart etc.
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