AT LEAST THAT'S HOW IT FEELS TODAY. YESTERDAY I SPENT THE DAY WITH MYSELF AND I LIKED IT. I HAVE TO EXERCISE TO GET STRONGER AND THAT MEANS GOING OUT. I WASN'T ALLOWED AND MY BODY STILL REMEMBERS.
MAYBE BECAUSE I WASN'T ALLOWED TO DO AND BE SO MUCH OF THE TIME IT MADE ME WANT TO TRY DIFFERENT THINGS. ONLY CLEANING AND COOKING, MAID WORK, WAS SANCTIONED.
LIVING IN MY CHILDHOOD HOME WITH ALL ITS MEMORIES (NIGHTMARE LIFE) IS UNCOMFORTABLE. I DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW PEOPLE CAN LIVE THE SAME LIFE EVERY HORRIBLE DAY. INSIDE I'M SCREAMING TO GET OUT.
NOT EXERCISING MAKES ME VERY GRUMPY. I DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW PEOPLE TOLERATE NOT FEELING GOOD. THEY SIT AND COMPLAIN. HOW DOES THAT HELP? DO THEY ACTUALLY FEEL BETTER COMPLAINING? I NEVER HAVE.
I'M A VERY PRACTICAL PERSON IN A WHIMSICAL WAY.
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