sneezy

i hope i didn't catch anything at Walmart yesterday.  i was there a long time in line to pay bill and waiting for vaccine record.  i didn't eat much sugar.  i don't know.  i'm eating allergy plant.  and i'm hungry.  egg bites.

i checked lucky's, free 16 oz yachak energy drink.  

the family always asked me what I wanted then denied me with lengthy explanations that made no sense.  so now to actually receive anything i want feels like a miracle.  and my sisters continue the behavior which makes me sad because what goes around comes around.  my mom always said she could never have anything nice (what she wanted) when she and dad played the same game with each other.  so how could they ever have what they wanted when they were so busy denying each other.  their first top uppermost priority was denying others instead of focusing on attaining happiness.

main library 2 pm 13 minutes charging 'til full.  lunch was ok.  i took dried mushrooms + beets.  i shared samples and gave the extra to art.  he's moving to mtn. view atria.  not online.  sprouts peach pie and 99 cent shredded red cabbage for sweet sour.  cabbage potatoes, turkey dinner.  lunch peas w/mayo.  so much good food to eat.  2 pieces peach.

so sleepy.  i watched graceland too erratic boring.