Sunday, May 7, 2023

distracting myself from pain

The brain can only focus on one thing at a time.  playing music, keeping busy helps me tolerate the pain.  i'm feeling the lack of love i needed as a baby.  love is a distinct energy we need to thrive.  celebrities get it because loving is stronger than being loved.  

at the beginning of relationships we optimistically love hoping for reciprocity.  when we're repeatedly disappointed we give up on the relationship and look for another.  

planning on sunnyvale and cupertino libraries.  early to rest my back from driving.  

went smoothly.  3:30 sunnyvale.  i considered first but decided to keep hot spot as long as possible.

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