Saturday, May 13, 2023

mom's 22nd death birthday everything in bloom just like when she died

and i did laundry 9:30 at lawrence lucky's like when i was so sick and could barely drive.  more expensive.  more convenient.  flashing back to when alien broke the washer, oven etc.  not just mom dead but the betrayal of all of them hurt me so badly.  the worst pain i wanted to die too.  but i didn't i had more to do.

went to st j pantry parked under the library and sorted groceries.  relaxed reclined upstairs.  copy of doc m 9 listed but not on the shelf.  i asked to check in back and she found it hurrah!  came home put away groceries and hung wash.  i did a little at a time and rested.  new me.

i'm amazing!  i ate the pineapple cake i made and napped 4-6.  i watched 'galaxy quest' 3 times 3 different stations.  heavenly.

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