the body can endure miraculous pain. and i'm still here. i cooked chicken with curry orange zest and pulp. tastes healthy minimalist. used juice to cook rice added slivered almonds. stomach cramping i think curry. feels like 2001 when everything i ate felt like broken glass and i lived on vicodin. i'm not hungry took my supplements so i must eat. if i knew what causes i'd avoid.
considering st just or main or sunnyvale book sale. or just resting. determining what my soul and body desire. yay! me! i am truly blessed with ability and freedom. if only this debilitating pain would go. exhausting trying to run away from pain. that's games and puzzles feeling ok.
pain getting worse i have liquid willow from sprouts helping most took 2 kava 1 p flower. pain subsiding. i can rest. spasms comes in waves one second fine then excruciating. no more solid food for awhile. just grapefruit candy. muscles feel bruised ripped torn.
3 pm feeling better spasms less made soup from senior lunch salad rice and potatoes. maybe if i cook it enough it will digest. back on the spiral. feeling sneezy. cold steady rainy damp day. good day to stay in bed. i'm so hungry yet afraid of cramping. i just realized it's the same reaction as my raw onion allergy. i never eat raw onions so i didn't put it together before.
my stomach feels like i've been kicked in the gut.
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