WHAT TO DO

I FEEL TIRED AND RESTLESS.  I KNOW WHAT I WANT NOT HOW TO BE IT.

HUSTLE THE DIRTY ROTTEN SCOUNDRELS REMAKE PLAYED 4 TIMES AFTER I WOKE 2:30 PANICKED STEVE WAS TEACHING ME COMPUTER REPROGRAMMING AND I WAS AFRAID I'D FAIL.  I CAN'T FAIL.  I HAVE TOOLS TO HELP ME.  I STAYED IN BED AND RESTED.  I'M STILL NOT CALM BUT I HAVE NATURAL SUPPLEMENTS WHICH I'LL TAKE NOW THAT I'M LUCID ENOUGH TO REMEMBER TO DO IT.

I ONLY NEED TO LET GO AND LET GOD.

10:30 AND I STILL DON'T KNOW WHAT I WANT TO DO WHERE TO GO.  I FOUND AN OLD ENVY APPLE I SOMEHOW MISSED.  IT'S WRINKLY AND STILL CRUNCHY AND DELICIOUS.  I FOUND TWO GRAPEFRUIT TOO.

SANTA CLARA IS ONLY CITY CLOSED FOR ADMISSION DAY.  I CAN GO ANYWHERE ELSE.  I TOOK OUT GARBAGE.  NOT FULL YET.

10: 45 I FINALLY TOOK CALMER.  I GOT DISTRACTED.  DECIDED TO WAIT TRIMMING KIWI.  SO MANY POSSIBILITIES.  WEATHER OUTLOOK DRY TIL HALLOWEEN.  8 YEARS OF BEING BED RIDDEN HOUSE SURVIVED.  NOT WELL BUT OK.

I'M FEELING SAD.  CALM AND SAD.  BETTER.

I REMEMBERED I HAD DOUBLE LOAD OF LAUNDRY TO DO AT LAFFAYETTE LAUNDRY.  I WENT TO MISSION CITY CU FOUND OUT ONCE A YEAR SHREDDING.  THIS YEAR SHRED-IT TRUCK BINS.  ONLY SANTA CLARA CITY EMPLOYEES CAN BE MEMBERS.  MAYBE NEXT YEAR EXPANDED TO INCLUDE RESIDENTS.  I WAS INVITED TO EAT SO I TOOK ONE BURGER DOG TWO BAGS CHIPS COKE TO LAUNDROMAT.

I CHARGED CHROME LEARNED I NEED ADAPTER TO USE EXTENSION CORD.  3 TO 2 PRONG.