I'M SO GOOD AT IT. MY SURVIVAL DEPENDED ON BEING SMARTER THAN THOSE IN POWER. I LEARNED SELF CONTROL EARLY. I AVOIDED BEING KILLED BY THE CRAZIES IN MY FAMILY.
I HAD HIGH HOPES FOR THE WORLD BEING SANER BUT I'VE BEEN DISAPPOINTED SO MANY TIMES I'VE LEARNED TO RELY ON THE UNIVERSE.
YESTERDAY I DID MY NORMAL ROUTINE DESPITE FEELING TOXIC. MY ENTIRE LIFE I'VE FORCED MYSELF TO DO WHAT I HAD TO BECAUSE OF OTHERS AND NOW I HAVE A SKILL FOR IT. I CAN USE IT TO MY ADVANTAGE.
I HAVEN'T HAD ANY CELERY TODAY. ONE SMALL PIECE YESTERDAY. MAYBE I'LL GO THE REST OF THE WEEK WITHOUT. I USED TO STOP AT THREE OR FOUR STALKS. CLEARLY I'VE OVERINDULGED. I'VE DEVELOPED A TASTE FOR IT.
AND SEA FOOD.
POTATO, CRAB, CHEESE CASSEROLE.
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