RA

IT'S POSSIBLE MY BACK SYMPTOMS ARE FROM MY RA. 

THE NEW ME IS HAVING TO REASSESS EVERYTHING.  MY DEPRESSION IS LEAVING.  I CAN SEE WIDE ANGLE AGAIN. 

I'VE KNOWN I HAVE RHEUMATOID ARTHRITIS SINCE I WAS 16.  DAD GOT MAD AT ME AND TRIED TO KILL MY FISH BY PUTTING THE AQUARIUM OUTSIDE IN THE FREEZING TEMPERATURES.  I SAVED THEM BY TRANSFERRING THEM INTO ROOM TEMPERATURE WATER.  PLUNGING MY HANDS INTO FREEZING WATER THEY TURNED BEET RED AND WERE SWOLLEN, ON FIRE AND USELESS.  I THOUGHT I BROKE THEM.  MOM SAID I HAD DAD'S MOM'S RA.  MOM THOUGHT BABAN T WAS MEAN FOR MAKING MOM DO THE WATER JOBS.  MOM IS SO SELFISH AND CHILDISH.