Wednesday, July 31, 2024

end of month

of course my crown came off.  the miracle it was glued easily.  and last night i rested instead of forcing myself beyond my limit.  WIN!!

I dozed hour and half in tub.  I feel almost good.  lunch fun with Toki, Fred, Mike.  I enjoyed the tortilla soup.  I digested and nothing at sprouts straight to sunny by ECR.  lots of parking at 1 pm.  

5 pm 82 at home and sunny 75 degrees.  

Tuesday, July 30, 2024

gummies unglued crown

11 pm is not the first time.  I'll call dentist first thing.  good I have liquid b'fast.  no popcorn no gum no gummies.

6:34 am called left message.  Ashley left message while I was in pool 8:08.  returned call 9:11 immediate appointment done by 9:46 considered library or st just too rushed do it later.  i guess God insisted i get my goody bag toothbrush and dental floss that i forgot last week.

lunch remembering to baby tooth.  soft food bean cheese burrito, salad and corn.  Toki, Fred, Mike, Melvin.  best company.  Tita has new friend to impress ordered Ted to sit with her so she's surrounded by men.  Tita island.  

I could go sunny tomorrow when due.  I picked up and charged central spot.  I feel like a queen surveying my queen dom.  air quality bad today library.  home on border of ok air.  easy puzzle. 

i'm feeling a little tired.

Monday, July 29, 2024

peach ensure for b'fast

awoke 6 relaxed not ready for the day.  oh, well.  I let go.  seniors afternoon parking space in case I decide to tub twice.  I keep wanting to run away.  "fear is the mind killer."  DUNE.  

Gloria Navarette came by the computer room to commiserate regarding care taking parents.  and that her doctor kept her waiting 45 minutes late for health results she has osteoporosis.  No suggestions or advice.  horrible.  I gave her coupons for max protein ensure low sugar.  more as a reminder what to get.  nothing worse than feeling incapable, powerless and uncared for.  it may not help then again it may.  

75 degrees I can go home or wait for pool already 3 pm.  

home 5 pm bartolo  put out green bins picked up very late.

Sunday, July 28, 2024

waiting at walmart since 8 am

customer service doesn't open 'til 9 now.  used to open 8.  oh, well.  I shopped and found peach ensure.  same values as chocolate and strawberry.  not sweet.  so i let black female get money order even though i knew i'd be faster.  and i bought vanilla and strawberry.  I love I don't have to talk to anyone if I don't want to.

lucky's Sara .9 miles I got my free water and bought hot chick pot for lunch.  I'm still 10 minutes early.  parked backward in shade I can see entrance.  man from 24 hour used to trash mercury news parked next to me.

bradshaw family secrets pg 77 the darker the secrets the stronger the pretense of normal stability the harsher the punishments for perceived disloyalty or betrayal.  children have limited perception.  

Saturday, July 27, 2024

so much life

I can't believe i've lived this long.  the last 50 years technology has created a false advancement.  we have more things and worse air, food value, health, happiness.  most people are too busy to enjoy what they have.  

I can't believe the power of denial.  the Paris opening of the Olympics when Ukraine is so close in proximity.  Trump has promised to let Putin take it just like Hitler was given Poland.  and these crazy people spend millions on frivolous when Ukraine is life and death.  People are being murdered.

i'm not doing anything.  I'm a human being.  i'm praying for the world.

justin Bieber never say never 2011 tour amazing he started music at 2.  tremendous mom.  she did everything right to give him his best life. 

Friday, July 26, 2024

some people are allergic to heaven.

cartoon woman dissed me for the second and last time.  she took the part of the puzzle I was putting together like I wasn't there.  I told her no one has disrespected me in a long time.  she apologized like she didn't do it being two years old.  what a crock.  I could hit her in the face and apologize like it never happened.  I am angry.  my family is programmed mentally deficient, she has earned no right.  I hate her so much.  she looks like a cartoon hill billy.  I gave her the chance to act human but she's a cartoon.  she's dead to me like my sisters are dead.  don't exist.  i've been exceedingly gracious.  

Thursday, July 25, 2024

playing hooky

yum!  I rewarded myself Mauna loa rocky road $3.99 with coupon.  I bought 2 ragu flash sale.  I saved $6.60 +$1.50.  

I swam gave Cody avocados.  I think they're being pollinated with Haas.  they're bigger and ovoid and greener.  

this morning I was #22/25 for a hot spot and it's ready.  so i'll pick up Tuesday and return sunny and sew.

I love making plans and keeping them, a very satisfying feeling.

wow 3 pm 88 degrees.