Monday, September 25, 2023

after being bed confined i appreciate my freedom

i spent 8 years expecting to die.  when i became mobile i looked in the mirror and saw my mom looking back.  

coconut milk dribbled in bag, i was able to wipe up devices.  container leaked, never happened before.  

today i can puzzle or pick up holds at cup.  or tomorrow.  feeling nauseated.  either the cold air conditioning, onion juice from lunch or back strain.  home 3:30.  stomach better @ 80 degree.  tomorrow short seniors hours better for cup.  

Sunday, September 24, 2023

happiness is knowing what you need and getting it-onigiri

Publishers website is malfunctioning games.  oh, well.  i decided overcast is encouraging me to rest at home.  i'm catching up on jackie chan collection.  great athletics.  took me 15 minutes looking for my shoe supports.  found them.  i need all the support i can get.  

10:30 i decided to cook chicken, watched end of murder she wrote, prepped chicken 4 quarters.  prepped pans, looked for spice seasoning finally remembered i stored in broken oven.  put thighs in and readied drums.  made sure i wore brace.  collected recycle in bin.  i'm just waiting for the first batch of chicken to cook.  i have asparagus.  the senior lunch sprouts are unfortunately un prepped but cooked.  watched pilot for providence no one i liked in it, i keep trying to like it.  I still don't.  i'm watching medium i used to watch religiously I haven't watched it for maybe a year.  

my stomach muscles are spasm-ing like belly dancing.  

had to bake drums twice.  not cooked enough for me.  i like it falling apart.  i nuked sprouts' sweet potato 99 cents for 15 0z prepped.  

had to go into backyard to cut rose from window.  this cool weather is providing moisture to plants.  checked on allergy runners.  very productive day.

onigiri-triangle rice ball.  i never knew the name.

Saturday, September 23, 2023

feeling sad depressed

could be the lack of oxygen.  went to swim and decided to go to sprouts lots of bargains.  including jalapeno bread for toki.  library garage closed.  at st just i gave gloria bell peppers and cantaloupe.  lady there is the best.  stopped at toki's, she's driving already.  she wanted to exercise at seniors.  home i took everything out of car an hour to put away.  crackers and chips in covered bins.  planning laundry run next week.  i cleared another covered bin for pantry food.  put fabric pockets in veg box.  took me 15 minutes to wrangle stuffed kitchen drawer of wire whisks.  

nothing on tv feeling tired i slept 3 hours after a sandwich and chips lunch.  woke stiff but better.  

Friday, September 22, 2023

loaded my freebies

i finally remembered my pill cutter for the nicotine lozenges.  i still miss nicotine after 4 years.  not surprising i suppose since i was born with nicotine from dad's chain smoking.

for my ears only my heavenly music.  sal, diane like to make fun and gloria jumps on.  so they all have problems with loading freebies on smart phone and i straighten them out ha,ha.  am i thanked, no.  stupid is as stupid does.  the phones are smarter.  unfortunately they don't know how to use them.  

Wednesday, September 20, 2023

i have comfort

god loves me.  today's unity word of the day comfort.  most excellent day.  i swam, lunched, toki's eye surgery tomorrow she's a little apprehensive.  hilda offered table last meal tomato beef i jumped on it.  she gave salome and diane alternate salads.

i stayed for dementia documentary too late to register i was rudely told.  i went to watch was told i had to sit in chair at back.  after 5 i asked to sit at table grudgingly allowed.  then mallory said extra panera veg sandwich.  i ate fruit cup and choc chip cookie.  good movie.  cathartic.  dozen panera left i took one for toki dropped off on way home.  tomato bread so delicious.  perfect hummus balance.  took out cooked onion.  

Tuesday, September 19, 2023

i'm paid up

i paid discover.  no more bills this month.  swam 9.

i worried about forgetting things until mallory, one of seniors nurses didn't know yesterday moon day.