mom's 24th death a versary. woke early and walked the store like the week she swallowed dad's bottle of sleeping pills. I didn't even know he had any. I drove her to 3 grocery stores she walked and didn't buy anything. driving home she asked if I knew dad's dad hung himself I pulled the car over and stopped. she stared out the passenger window totally disconnected. I never noticed before my parents were always disconnected. from reality. I started researching suicide at 16 without any idea.
like people today. the planet is burning up. we're burning the planet and it's business as usual. people are wasting and polluting like there's no problem. no price to pay tomorrow.
Walter came 11:35 just after Toki. awesome. they beat Fred. Walter complained yesterday he sat by himself when he came late and all the seats were taken. I chose a different table today lots of room. Toki and Walter appreciate how hard it is to sit together. I consider the lunch company as important to good digestion as nutrition. vitamin L for laughter. I remembered to tell Walter about my improved sleep using purple car seat cushion. he argued he had a memory foam topper. I pointed out it wasn't working. LOL. he argues to keep his pain, doesn't work with me. he can keep his pain and he can't complain. I don't argue. everyone deserves what they want.
and now "Young Frankenstein."
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