I got in my car 7:37 decided to drive to Danny's recycle $5.11 then seniors. I started puzzle, soaked 9 am. drove to Sprouts chick salad .475 lb $2.42 and CU deposit Merriwest.
I just learned I can charge my phone through the chrome. I plugged it in and it works. I checked deposit by phone.
I rested my back 'til 2:30 went to $tree for chick nuggets crinkle fries and found chick sticks w/mac cheese. bought 2 wire #2 glasses to replace plastic readers breaking from age. Welch's 20 oz pineapple soda one time buy 163% sugar and 2 bad dyes. delicious.
I keep freaking out. I woke depressed and hopeless residual family energy. this house is soaked in bad feelings. I'm calming myself.
Epiphany-my mom blamed me for her feelings so she didn't live them. she didn't take responsibility and doomed herself to always living with them. this house is soaked in their fear and depression. that's Walter's game. he's so steeped in his depression he'd miss it. he doesn't want to feel happy. or he's happy with his feelings.
he prefers his pain. I don't.
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