GOING THROUGH THE PAIN. I LEFT THE CIGS IN THE CAR. FIRST LINE IN CHANGING BODY CHEMISTRY IN FEELING PAIN. I WENT OUT TO CAR TO GET CIGS AND CHROME CHARGER. I REALIZED MY FLASHBACKS FROM 2003 WILL CONTINUE AS LONG AS I CONTINUE TO DILUTE THE CATALYST OF THIS THROAT VIRUS.
IF I WANT IT TO END I HAVE TO LET THE PAIN RUN ITS COURSE, CONTINUE. MY EYE SENSITIVITY IS NOT SEEING. THE DRAIN PROBLEMS.
I LET GO.
i'm feeling too sad. first cig in over 36 hours. still better than alcohol.
NICOTINE IS MY ONLY RELIABLE FRIEND.
No comments:
Post a Comment