Sunday, January 19, 2020

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WATCHED SORDID LIVES.  THOUGHT PROVOKING MOVIE.  I'VE ALWAYS WONDERED WHY PEOPLE ARE SO CONCERNED ABOUT SEX.  IT'S PROCREATION AND RECREATION AND ANGER AND REPRESENTS SO MUCH MORE.  PEOPLE SPEND SO MUCH TIME AND MONEY TRYING TO CONTROL WHAT IT IS.  I DON'T GET IT.

IT'S LOVELY QUIET OVERCAST.  I WAS WORRIED IT MIGHT BE HOT.  I'M FEELING TIRED.  I KEPT TRYING TO WATCH PING PONG SUMMER AND FALLING ASLEEP.  SO WHILE I WOKE 7;30 AND HAD OATMEAL I FINALLY STAYED AWAKE LONG ENOUGH TO FINISH THE MOVIE AT NOON.

THE CHECK ENGINE LIGHT (CEL) IS TEACHING ME I'M OK.  NOT HAPPY OR SAD.  I'M CONTENT.  I CAN'T DO ANYTHING 'TIL MONDAY WHEN CARLOS MAY BE IN DESPITE MARTIN LUTHER KING JR HOLIDAY. 

I COULD EXERCISE, DO LAUNDRY I DON'T KNOW. 

I'M STILL ADJUSTING TO LIVING ON MY TIME.  I KEEP REMINDING MYSELF I DON'T HAVE TO GET UP A CERTAIN TIME.  I CATCH MYSELF STRESSING WHAT TIME TO SLEEP TO WAKE UP. 


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