Saturday, September 29, 2018

I'VE NEVER BEEN A CHILD

I'M LEARNING HOW.  I PRAY FOR THE KIDS TODAY.  SO MANY OF THEM DON'T HAVE REAL PARENTS.

AT LEAST I'VE HAD LOTS OF EXAMPLES OF NOT TO BE OR DO.  THEY HAVE NOTHING.  I THINK A LOT ARE DROPPED OFF, ABANDONED.  NO WONDER THERE ARE SO MANY ANGRY YOUNG MEN SHOOTING UP SCHOOLS, TERRORIZING THE WORLD THAT TERRIFIES THEM.  THEY'RE ADRIFT AND SCARED, CONFUSED.

MY GUILT OVER ERIC AND MOM AND EVERYTHING ELSE IS LEFT OVER FROM BEING A KID AND BLAMED FOR EVERYTHING LIKE I COULD CONTROL ANYTHING.  SOMETIMES NOT EVEN MYSELF.

AND I FORGIVE MYSELF.


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