11 days of Christmas

I want pizza and chips.  i don't want the sour candy straws freebie.  

I'm enjoying 7:30 Temptation game and Make Room for Daddy.  I'm feeding my cold and resting.  

and I'm watching horsey movies.  heaven.  My Friend Flicka and Son of Flicka.  

I just remembered celery and tuna salad lunch.  I'm staying home out of the rain and cold taking care of me.  I almost killed myself caring for others no gratitude or help.  now it's my turn to be number one.  

I cancelled the movie expiring today and put in a new request.  i have 'til Monday to pick up the next one.

loaded 2 freebies and picked them up.

free cold brew coffee and truffle.  seniors pleasant except for lunch seating.  the misogynists are a bummer.  I let it go and give it to God.  Fred was late.  Jon added me to #1.  

Jane must have given us COVID.  she said she was sick for 2 weeks.  colds last 5 days tops.  

12 days starts tomorrow

I caught Jane's cold.  she's always going out to eat.  so I taking c and allergy plant.  and I biked my half hour OK.  

I'm consolidating.  I have so many matching shopping bags.   

1:30 not raining i decided gas fill up Costco.  easily done.  home for People Puzzler.

eggs on celery seniors 6:41am

life is simple not easy.  I keep forgetting I have celery.  good with tuna salad, peanut butter.  the calmer I am the easier to think.  

stress is survival focused.  no thinking pure instinct.  stressed people are irrational.  chemicals are targeting threats real or imagined.  

I biked half hour, stretched another half.  helps with stress.  

this is the first year I've needed moisturizer.  I have lots.  

I got a generic after thought card from sister Mitzi mailed 9th 3 days after.

I think I'm OK.  Aileen must have told her to send it.  

I heated the greens mix with fish and cherry goat cheese so delicious.  

I'm listening to new subliminal music to bypass and override the negative logical brain.  

woke at 3

5 hours sleep.  must be enough.  hungry I heated left over senior pasta chicken I added sauce and Parmesan.  OK.  

I misplaced overdue book.  last bag I looked in I found it and stopped looking.

Sprouts had cherry goat cheese I bought 2 $2.99 ea showing great self control.  i love goat cheese so much I considered getting a mini to keep down weeds and make my own goat cheese.  all I need is the milk, duh.  

i went to Sunny returned 5 books.  i passed on Sprouts to watch person, place and thing.   

9 pm I feel energized.

my purpose to make the world a kinder place

I can do this in my part of the world.  I don't have to do anything but be kind to fulfill my purpose.  so simple.  

life is simple not easy.  ego tries to make it difficult.  ego is a necessary communication tool that can interfere in the flow of life by complicating and distorting.  like the head brain doubting the gut brain.  

I love my healing music.  I played on puzzle.  had lunch and extras.  trudy brought me some kettle chips and peanut butter kisses cookies for everyone.  

I came home early.  I went to Sprouts bought 3 edamame 99 ea and lemon salad mix.  I couldn't find my license to deposit banking.  it was hiding.  home I finally got Saturday's mail and my new license.  

Split Second

seven days a week.  tomorrow 5:30-6:30 today was 7:30-9.  

i went to the gym 2:30 and at nob hill I bought a 3 meat pizza.