it went down to 7 % and wiped everything. i recovered easily. calmly.
i considered scam fraud presentation 9-10 and decided my water massage more important. schedule conflict. Monday Wednesday or Friday better for me. after a week i need my water massage. Ruth showed up since before Covid no plans to come back. she looks like she's suffered a huge loss. a different person.
Cooking Swaps: 1/4 c. banana or plain apple sauce=1 large egg 1/2 c. plain apple sauce=1 c. butter
I showered at 24 forgot my neckerchief went back. I decided to drive king's road checked mileage .4 to bank.
64 % humidity. feels like Hawaii. slow internet must be the number of people logged on.
amazed myself. both parents suicidal scares me. I'm afraid of killing myself by accident like mom swallowing an entire bottle of sleeping pills. or dad doubling his medication and cardiac arrest.
oh, well here I am. divine order day. no urges. i decided to dress and just feel. i picked up 2 dozen fruit, put in trunk. hot and sweaty 54% i went to 24 hour fitness only parking way in back, showered, stretched, checked lucky's tuna creations one free. walked through big lots and decided to walk around the back. pleasant shady.
forgot to check Citibank mileage proceeded to St Justin and Charity gave me lunch and weekend bag more tuna creations. library wonderful. comfortable, quiet.
I read, puzzled, thought, felt, relaxed. at 4 I can go home or somewhere else.
city closed admission Monday. county and sunny open reg hours.
9 am I showered at 24, bought my chips at lucky's. I remembered how to get to Inge's house and picked up bottles. I didn't get lost this time. 10:30 am I didn't want to rush so i went to seniors. lunch was ok Fred got there before me. it was nice for someone else to save our seats. Hilde waits until everyone leaves I got extra lunch for dinner. I drove to recycle 15 minutes $10, stopped at Sprouts, on to central. parked under.
funny I never noticed most are mesmerized on their devices.
8 am air not good warning to sensitives. 67 degrees now 90 projected.
went to Sprouts after lunch to check bakery and clearance so much added. they had boba to add to drinks 6/pk 99 cents. Jane was at central I could tell her. honey, strawberry, lychee. chickpea puffs, monkfruit packets, body armor, raw vinegar dressing. clearance kids' turkey bag lunch.
John Bradshaw family secrets; what are my needs and priorities?
I AM PEACE. 92 degrees outside.
Diana gave me 33 new monopoly tickets, Diane her rejects. I'm entering them.
sunny was a mess with tanker impeding progress. I drove to SC 4.2 miles. price is the same $4.10 online. Fred reminded me of sediment in gasoline stirred up.
Fred wanted to buy me ice cream. I deflected to Joanne, she needs it. I shared half my fig with him. I suggested we three split one scoop he wanted his own and Toki said she had some in freezer. a good time was had by all.
i'm healing listening to YouTube and reading Bradshaw family secrets. full of great questions. I spent my childhood running from punishment. I was the sacrifice, the one to suffer punishment for the family sins, the one burned with incense forced not to make a sound. denied personhood.
24 internet is very slow or maybe a bug in the city chrome or 24. very humid.
2 days of complete and total rest. my 8 years of inactivity saved by being musclebound or my heart would have atrophied. funny how that worked out. and the inch and a quarter I stretched kept me from being obese just overweight. I'm tired of being the responsible one. they blamed me for every disaster, punished me for every one of their failures.
Chase withdrawal, Walmart a-reds, glucose gold, beets, star one deposit, mission library. I forgot Tuesday 11 open. I remembered to mail life insurance and parked seniors. so many unaware closed but for the county lunch program. I scored extra lunch. Sprouts sweet orange jerky 99 cents for 2.5 oz 16 left. SCORE!
91 degrees at 1 pm. AIR quality unhealthy making me sneeze indoors.
i'm starting to like the retardation internet effect seems magical. TA DA!!
3-4:30 ate weird leftover tamale pie. bitter zucchini less bitter cold.
