mr skeffington 1944-excellent

truly a love story set in a history lesson of the first and second world war.  special features and extra content.  unseen footage edited to fit tv time slot.  no great depression.  i wonder if it encouraged world war two.  the lack of resources.  the poverty. 

i woke and realized it's Sunday I have a free day.  i mapped out i can save 3.5 miles driving from cup directly to sunny library.  Savers opens 10.  yippee!!  doing what i want.  i've never been so free!  free to be my autistic self!

watching a national geographic program about spiders the outer atmosphere is positive charge, earth negatively charged spiders use electricity to fly on spider silk.  heaven is positive.  kind of spooky how it works out.

i folded and put away wash, mended, organized my library week.  and i'm raring to go.  i drove to cup drop off pick up then to sunny book sale i found 'bowfinger' so i filled a bag.  feeling good i took art masunaga library delivery info.  visited half hour too warm.  atria open 8-8.  driving home thinking of dinner i remembered i wanted hot pockets.  detoured to lucky's and $2.99 hungry man chicken.  mom always said we couldn't afford them then she went out for lunch every day.  how she got fat.  hypocrite.  

my legs, back, neck

letting me know i need to move.  my body is protesting sitting at bingo.  i don't know how people do it.  

heaven is learning how to get paid for what you enjoy doing, and would do without payment.  i enjoy puzzles.  order gives me pleasure.  making a picture from chaos.

i was so naughty.  dyed black success permed chinese female left her things in shower to reserve it so after 10 minutes i took the towel on the curtain rod.  when she came back she saw it peeking out from my case as i was spinning my suit.  i made her work for it pretending i didn't know what she wanted over the spinner noise.  but i did.  i told her i thought she abandoned it.  eh, i gave it back.  another woman smiled at me as if she knew.  now i understand the deep feeling of satisfaction of depriving another.  so what if mom and alien never loved me. 

main library sitting eating sprouts' mark down beet salad.  using chop sticks kept in my car easy to avoid raw red onions.  beet juice can dye them to look like beets.  i'm eating excellent.  i bought sale books and 'mr skeffington' movie.  

i fixed sweater inge gave me.  full of perfume.  i stitched lining easier than i imagined.  i'll wash it.  

water is my favorite medicine

to soak in and drinking eliminates toxins.  scientists need to study digestion to understand fission and fusion.  our bodies do it all the time.  our bodies make energy without knowing how...  

lego 's-olomon, h-ercules, a-tlas, z-eus, a-chilles, m-ercury; '  teaches that being a hero is making the world a better place not super powers.

i went to prune ridge lucky's for free soda, picked up $1.99 chips cheapest.  paid gas bill wall mart found clearance 3' ice stick with snow brush i can use for cob webs 75 cents and orange hostess cupcakes 2/$1.58.  sprouts 10:30 2 special no added sugar blueberry pies, 2 half rye loafs, cherries $1.99/lb.  i gave toki pie, banana, half cherries.  i want to give inge rye bread.

mom must have been a secret eater to remain overweight.  i only saw her dinner time.  she never ate b'fast, worked.  ate lunch out everyday.  unless she drank her calories in alcohol but it was dad had cancer.  

bingo secret to winning=surrender.  won twice when i let go.  picked $5 snack bar and small red dress bag i'll offer to inge for her b'day.  

sitting 1:30 waiting for teeth cleaning

listening to calm.  i had to remind them i was waiting at 2.  done by 3.  i bought last lemon danish special woman tried to talk me out of it for herself.  picked up igor at main and continued to savers i walked store 'til 6 pm.  good day.

heaven is having what you want when you want it

i'm learning and growing.  watching 'life with father' i realize for the first time it's a highly prejudiced depiction of 1883 new york.  all white people time capsule of life.  wow.  

non whites didn't exist.  the trades people are irish catholics the rich are episcopalian or methodist.  

seniors i waited 9:30-10 for parking reading and organizing my day.  between classes.  10 am a dozen spaces opened.  i swam and had lunch.  went to crowded laundromat perfect weather for washing.  walked sprouts can of curry chickpeas.  home i easily unloaded and hung clothes.  

cooked 2 hot sausages in micro high 3:33 and simmer 12.  cut into small pieces and made omelets.  topped with lentils and leftover arroz con pollo lunch with beans.  because of basketball i stayed up 'til 10:45.  i didn't watch jeopardy the ken jennings show..  

oh, i don't know. anthem blue downgraded me

woke ready to go.  still i took my time.  i got to seniors 9 and i swam over an hour.  i took my time.  i'm living mindfully.  lunch was just toki and i.  eddy came and went.  we were good and cleared for dancers.  toki always remembers.  after lunch i went to savers.  i looked all over.  found a basket of hair dryers.  i bought 2, 'life with father' movie, microwave 700 watt like new $10.  i forgot rewards I looked online an hour and finally called store, they can add i can't.  i'm not stupid.  

home 3 pm i called to check my otc benefits only $30/quarter.  what!!??  i called member services care lon no more.  phone is south cal.  i received no info.  81 minutes to join new coverage cory bruffett.  like filling out a marriage license.  

i wanted to go sew but i finished phone 6 pm so next week maybe.  

costco? thrift stores?

or i can relax in bed.  happy holiday to me.  'blind willow...' very strange.  a french man's animation creation of japanese short stories using an anime style so not japanese.  i'm lying in bed researching thrift stores and laundromats.  how luxurious.

home from savers 3:30.  i looked at everything.  tomorrow 30 % senior discount.  i bought blue half price tags ornament hooks and an organizer $2.21.  i looked at everything.  nice store.  everything self check out.  next door grocery outlet $3 eggs and $2.19 chips.