I missed it due to my fibroid tumor exploratory surgery. dealing with the sisters criticizing and ambushing me. threatening physically violent eviction. then vowing to help me move. CRAZY. GOD knows I still feel brutalized. I feel trampled by my sisters.
I've denied my feelings avoiding thinking and feeling the constant pain embarrassment humiliation purposely created from my family. I can't pretend anymore. I'm forced to feel it.
they made me the enemy to form them into a cohesive unit. the same old blame game Trump and Hitler used to manipulate support to their causes to rally the troops. fabricate a common enemy. it works because of pack mentality, simple biology. always has, always will.
4 pm I put out trash bin and replaced the liner. 10 minutes outside I forgot to wipe off pollen =sinus headache. 5-7 pm Idiot Test.
I'll watch Tolkien 'War of the Rohhirim.'
I'm feeling a little clearer.
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