no dream. just awake. ray bradbury wrote 3 am is the best time to know one's own thoughts. the least psychic static energy. i never even questioned it. he spoke at Gavilan Hills jr college when i was living in Gilroy. could be residual energy.
i loaded free artisan safeway bread homestead computers down i feel sorry for clerks standing in cold turning people away. and college no product. oh, well. v mail silicon eyes appt next week. i'm thinking.
i feel i want to cry. i feel angry and sad. so much pain and injustice. useless and pointless. everyone feels as i do or everyone would be happy healthy. and we're not.
everyone showed up at lunch. lovely. i called homestead open i went to sara lucky's bought 4 clearance water tried lime delicious and sweetener 99 cents. homestead free and clearance olive bread yum. i puzzled at main and pondered my life. i could lie here pondering forever. so comfortable. 'releasing guilt' on you tube playing.
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