lucky's freebie 100% juice. forgot suit in car took a leisurely shower. reorganized trunk avocados so much stuff. nu stepped my hour watching 'any day now' with Trudy half hour releasing the past daily word forgiving. i free myself.
i'm feeling sad angry picked on. daily word forgive release past. came home note on door from busybody next door fire hazard yard like i'd choose to live like this. just like my sabotaging sisters. always making trouble. i was sharing with Trudy this morning nu stepping how mom dad ex all the same and leaving them behind. i would love to leave this behind but the grand kids are afraid mom died in the bathroom. well they never came to see her when alive she died of broken heart disappointed by their lies. when dad alive they promised her home with them then reneged. they always lied to mom. i'm remembering them calling only when they wanted something. always asking for favors never offering help. i bless and pray for them.
i know neighbor wants trees. avocado guava persimmon. if not for my back i 'd be gone forever.
called Walmart order to Michael 22 minute call delivery tomorrow. WOW! left message for Raymond regarding back brace no equate only copper fit $30. if he doesn't want it i'll try it.
i thought of going to sunny didn't and toke came by with sushi 6:30. i keep forgetting Big 5, target, return movies.
7:40 still feeling upset. the only way is through. feeling some feelings suck.
checked email 9:12. 4 of 6 Walmart order delivered 9 pm!! i haven't stayed up this late all week and ta da!!
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