smelled the roses. waited for computer connection. sky is so blue smog blown away.
i feel sick. my body aches. my right side ribs tender from 2014 fall on front porch. i'm drinking grapefruit to settle my nausea. i haven't felt this bad in a long time.
i'm doing what feels comfortable and safe. observing seniors and the center staff like i did my own family unsafe to interact with. watching my tv safe family.
i finally figured out my need to watch classic concentration. mitt and i watched from when she was 3 and i was 8. she stopped going to the baby sitter and i was in charge. alien was never home. weekends mom and dad took off and alien left us 2. i had to vacuum straighten clean bathrooms. so my first job i bought a singer vacuum for mom's x mas present to make my life easier. they never figured it out.
i moved to mission. noon parking lot closure. just and bee. not open 'til 3. i remembered my cushion. only one place to sit comfortably waiting for my games to load. i can smell pizza and bbq cooking from local shops. not even that smells appetizing.
maybe i skip st just food bank this month. i think i skipped january.
i feel more energy after lunch. internet too slow i came home 2 pm changed into 'jammies. i'm ready for bed.
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