Monday, April 13, 2020

8 YRS BED RIDDEN

BEEN HERE BEFORE.  THIS TIME I'M HEALTHY AND PROCESSING THE PAST.  I'M MOBILE. 

I MIXED THE FLAVORED OATMEAL 2/1.  IT'S OK.  I'M EMOTIONALLY EXHAUSTED.  I DO LITTLE THINGS DAILY AND CLEARING HOME AS I PROCESS MEMORIES. 

I DON'T EXPECT MITZI OR AILEEN TO CHANGE.  I STILL HOPE THOUGH.  I WANT TO STOP HOPING.  IT HURTS TOO MUCH.  I CAN ONLY REMIND MYSELF THEY'RE NOT MY FAMILY.  I HAVE TO PROTECT MYSELF FROM THEM. 

I HAVE TO GO TARGET BEFORE SENIORS.  MAYBE TOMORROW.  MAYBE NOT.

I'VE STARTED MY TAILORING PROJECTS AGAIN.  MAKING MY LIFE PERFECT. 


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