SO I THOUGHT I'D DO LOAD OF LAUNDRY DROVE TO LAFFAYETTE AND DECIDED NO, DON'T WANNA. DROVE TO SENIORS DIDN'T FEEL LIKE EXERCISING. HAD LUNCH GOT INTO CAR TO LEAVE AND DECIDED NO, DON'T WANNA SO I EXERCISED. THEN I REMEMBERED I DIDN'T DO BANKING SATURDAY SO I WENT. BACK TO MISSION CU AND SENIORS TO FINISH. I MOURNED BY PUZZLING AND PLAYING POP POP RUSH TO EASE THE PAIN.
AND HERE I AM.
ERIC WOULD HAVE BEEN 63 TODAY.
II EXERCISED AND TALKED TO TOKI ON THE NU-STEP. IT HELPED. I REMEMBERED I HADN'T DONE MY BANKING YET AGAIN. I'M SO RELAXED I'M NOT OBSESSING AND CALM.
FEELS WEIRD. I WENT TO BANK AND CU AND BACK TO SENIORS EASY-PEASY. HUH. LIFE SURE FEELS DIFFERENT.
MY ENTIRE LIFE WAS OBSESSING THE WORST POSSIBLE SCENARIOS RUNNING IN MY HEAD. CONSTANTLY VIGILANT WATCHING TO AVOID DISASTER. PROTECTING MYSELF FROM ATTACK.
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