TONIGHT IS TOMS PARTY. I MAY NOT GO. I'M CURIOUS ABOUT DEANA. HER HOUSE. IT REMINDS ME OF THE ONE AND ONLY PARTY I THREW FOR WILL AT TENTH STREET BEFORE WE MARRIED. DOWN HILL AFTER THAT. HE BECAME AN INCOMPETENT CHILD UNABLE TO CARE FOR HIMSELF AND I GUESS LOOKING BACK THAT'S WHERE IT STARTED, THE BEGINNING OF THE END.
THAT MEANS DAD WAS A CHEATER. LIKE AILEEN WHO TAKES AFTER HIM. LIKE WILL. I WONDER WHO SHE'LL DIE LIKE.
TOM MUST BE SPENDING A LOT OF TIME THERE. HE WANTED ME TO LOOK AFTER DELLA FOR HIM. LIKE I USED TO VISIT HIS MOM IN BELLE ROSE AND SKYLINE OLD AGE HOMES.
10:30
I WENT. IT WAS OK. MAYBE 30 PEOPLE FROM THE PAST. THE 3 NIECES AND BAND MEMBERS. PIZZA, CAKE, ICE CREAM,VEG CHEESE CAKE. SHE'S A VEG WHO RIDES BIKES. INTO APPEARANCES PERFECT FOR HIM. HES STILL THE SAME. ALL STILL THE SAME. I'M DIFFERENT.
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