i slept at 10 exhausted, awoke at 2, took ww for back pain. i awoke to a white hot sheet of devastation at 530, i haven't felt since realizing i've been betrayed my entire life. i have no one i can count on. unrelenting. i need someone to put me first. may not ever happen.
GOD HAS ALWAYS LOVED ME, GUIDED AND PROTECTED ME. GOD HAS ALWAYS BEEN WITH ME FROM THE FIRST TIME I WAS LOCKED IN THE CLOSET BY THE DESCENDING CRUELTY OF THE FAMILY. A FAMILY WITHOUT GOD.
i have to keep going.
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